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I can't believe it.. Yesterday I am cleaning garden.. Cleaning old house, it is so messy I use dagger to cut grass and other plant and I'm burning the large cactus tree, and one drop upper my right hand and crease until my hand burned and lump.. although my hand so strong, but not like a superman, my right hand until now still useless, just now I am checking in Emergency and just given medicine. someone told me to ready cut, maybe my hand be amputated or go surgery to removing the thorns inside my hand.. if this happen I'll cut my neck and go to heaven. . I can't life without hand it's the worst ending, the truth is. . thanks God, my

apa kali ini juga aku gagal.. aku ingin sekali saja merasakan rasanya.. entah mengapa tanganku terasa sangat lelah tanpa sebab.. apa mungkin karena apa yg ku hasilkan masih sangat jauh di bawah apa yang ku harapkan, aku selalu berusaha melengkapi apa yang kurang.. aku mempelajari semua apa yang ku butuhkan... aku punya banyak energi untuk mempelajari semuanya.. untuk melatih diriku ... tapi tetap saja.. ada batas yang tak bisa ku lewati untuk menyelesaikan masalah saja butuh kesalahan ratusan kali.. beban apa ini... aku sangat lelah dan tak sanggup meneruskannya lagi.. jangkauan yang terlampau tinggi.. impian yang terlampau besar... apa bis

I Don't wanna lose again, everyone here so great and cool as a newbie I must be force my self to be more and more again I love Art ways and I don't leave this place I just wanna go to they place, standing at the same place and be known at everyone as a good Artist, professional Artist. but maybe need more time and power to get It. For All My Deviant frieands, nice to meet U ^^ For Firs Step, I'll go On M&C.. be seriously and Fun XD